blasting stereos...

end of the road?

it is often when your life is totally f***ed up that you actually seek help from your Maker. no, i don't mean your parents. i'm actually talking about The Omnipotent One, God. my life now is, how do i put it, as good as nothing. its shit worthless. i feel so much like a loser. (please don't shed light and tell me that i already am, thank you very much.) firstly, i didn't get to any universities. secondly, i didn't get into the military band. thirdly, i did not become a military police. i did not even become a plant operator! can you see how many life-altering disappointments i have went through?

frankly speaking, i'm not quite used to losing? i've never had so many disappointments coming my way, one after the other. never in my entire life have i ever felt so lousy. true, i may not be the best, and i'm contented with being average, but no way am i going to be agreeable to be a complete flop. no one will. and amidst these trials that i'm facing, serving time in NS just doesn't do good to my love life.

i know i may not be, or even, look like a firm believer of God, but from today onwards, i declare that i'll be a changed person who will seek to follow closely in God's footsteps.

Dear Lord, may Thou touch me with Thy loving hands, for i, your humble servant, am at my wits' end.
(haha, that actually rhymed)

elson.out

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