blasting stereos...

some regrets

its been quite a while aye?
sorry to all visitors and friends of this blog,
not that there are many in the first place.
i've been caught up with my RPG.
i'm not gonna say RPG-game because i'm not a retard.
haha, its retarded to say role-playing-game-game right?

anyway, my chinese new year has come to a close.
yeah, a close.
i don't celebrate CNY as long as others.
erm, this year's jus like every other year,
so i've got nothing to report...

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however, i would like to talk about something else.
questions and answers.
how often do you get questions and not the answers?
is the supply for answers really that low?
i mean, the demand for it sure is high,
but where are all the answers?

many people try to seek answers,
be it for anything in the world.
and many a times it get on people's nerves
when the answers ain't there.

there are definitely some knots i wanna undo.
a simple "what really happened?"
to the enigmatic "only can tell you, back-to-square-one. two also can"
i really wanna know.
curiosity kills the cat you say?
but i'm not a cat!

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i've been feeling rather guilty thinking about the past.
guilty for neglecting some of my friends.
for which, i am referring to the band clique.
it really does seem like we left you all as soon as we got our juniors.
honestly, i'm very sorry about that.
the thing is, we should have struck a balance
between you guys and our juniors,
but we didn't.
i am truly sorry.
sigh, its not like that many of you all will see this,
and saying sorry here isn't much to alleviate the pain.
but its a potshot afterall.
it won't help me feel any less guilty and sorry
until you guys acknowledge this apology,
but still,
i wanna say that i'm really sorry.

elson.out.

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