blasting stereos...

william shaking-his-spear

totally irrelevant title.
i shall not bow down to congruency.
haha.

when trying to understand others,
is it not important to first understand oneself?
understanding yourself is a tricky business.
all the personality tests you take only act as a gauge.
besides, it can be defined by what you want to be like,
and not who you really are, deep inside.
given that, i try to look at myself,
and find who i really am.
humans are everchanging, don't you agree?
we are mouldable beings,
be it by the company, or merely, the environment.
of course, not physically shapeable,
rather, the way we think and behave.
all these can be changed...

ok, i think i'm just blabbling away here.
what i truly want to find out is what kind of a person i am.
am i sociable a.k.a talkative?
or am i reserved a.k.a snobbish?
who am i?
what am i doing here?
haha, i'm sinking into the 'Rosencrantz and Guildenstern' mood now
picturing myself in the play,
troubled by existential concerns
exploring the cyber world in search for answers,
of which there are, of course, none.

it is perfectly normal to do so,
since an individual, at one point or another,
would start questioning his point of existence.
no, i'm not gonna commit suicide.
i love myself too much =P
i mean, maybe its because i've been idling around,
with no clear direction.
leaving it to fate.
or chance.
well, one cannot do without the other.
what am i doing here?
i feel like a sitting duck,
waiting for round two of the 'A' level's onslaught.
will it be a massacre...?
...or a blessing waiting to happen?

elson.out.

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