blasting stereos...

density...

i seriously dont know what to say
or rather, how to say.
because i know im blunt and insensitive
i've always reserved my comments
i can't hide my sarcasm
nor can i disguise my displeasure
i'm just like that.

many a times
you say things that i wanted to say
but refrained myself from doing so.
why?
because i told myself to be tactful
after that fateful day (June 9) when i made you upset.
i dont want it to happen again.
but alas, keeping everything to myself aint healthy either
maybe that's why, together with the knowledge of my BAD results,
i got quite irritable and touchy
sorry

disappointed.
guess that's how i feel.
is there a more extreme word for disappointment?
i'm just feeling extremely disappointed.
everything this week hasnt been good
nothing at all

still, i think i'll pick myself up soon
i'm not exactly resilient.
but i gotta do what i have to do right?
*sigh*
so there's that...
the elson-styled entry
one to end my week
of angst.
adieu~

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