blasting stereos...

elson, unfeeling?

i just prayed for a stranger today
he was coughing and all
and he was old
couldnt help it
i prayed for him
and it sure helped.

yesterday i saw this blind man
i pitied him
i seriously do
in fact
the sight was heart-wrenching
coming from me?
heart-wrenching?
first huh?

i feel like believing once again.
take another gamble
every trust invested has its risk
every hope i have is/was a mistake
(its not that i dont know which tense to use)
every love i...
never mind, forget about love...
...for now.

i suddenly feel like getting a GOLD for SYF
i'll never get it if i dont want it bad enough
suddenly huh?
elson has expectations
(do permit me to use third-person narrative)
but i dont want to be disappointed.
i guess i should just work doubly hard
so that i wont be disappointed.
"hey airheads, lets aim higher!"

elson.more feeling.more enthu.out

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