blasting stereos...

im in a dilemma

Clarifications
if you are wondering where did the headings go
well i scraped it
its not like elson
to be that detailed
well unless it literature
but even so
its "insufficient"

* * *

i seriously cant take this week no more
elson's actually saying," i gotta do homework.."
wow, thats new.
but i cannot STAND it anymore
my LEGS are TIRED.
i just want to

S
T
O
P

just like the time when i could have been on time
i CHOSE to walk slowly
enough to get booked for being late
im just like that

* * *

boy was i bushed yesterday
totally drained
sucked dry
i was quite irritable
sarcastic at sectionals
'nodding' to whatever my instructor said
who can guess why?
even my junior asked if i was in a foul mood
when elson's really stressed
he just totally shuts off
my S is still there
yeah 'its' always there

* * *

elson had got band prac tonight
a dilemma he's in
he find the practice
(no offense)
"unfruitful"
he's thinking about quitting
i mean, yeah.

Q
U
I
T
.

* * *

i'm just so tired

T
I
R
E
D

emotionally-blocked, as usual
physically worn out
intellectually overworked
spiritually disconnected

i'm feeling very un-good
i dont need no one to talk to
i just need a "cessation of being"
i need stasis
i need a fixation

"i need, i need
but who's giving me?"

* * *

ending with something for me
its not for you
so dont complain if its not funny

"to be or not to be?" a boy asked his friend
"to be.." his friend replies.
"why?" he asks back
"well, you are doing your MCQ,
you'll need it to shade the answers, stupid"

elson.whatever.out.

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