blasting stereos...

everyone's doing a reflection, make my hands itchy only..

Today's MSN nick : my new year started with a cough.. thank you SO much..
Song anchored in my head : "Kissed from a rose" -By Seal
Current Mood : kinda irritated, with my throat
Trying to portray the me that: has endured another year of life

how should i start?
year 2004 is different
how so?
its kinda like a transition for me
a few attitude changing events
but i can live with it
lets see..
shall list down
a few binary opposites:
emotion/emotionless
care/care-LESS
tactful/blunt
sociable/hostile
basically these
friendships form, and break
some i wish to re-establish
others i prefer to leave it as that

am i a sentimental person?
(no?)
you really think so?
i dont show
and i wont tell
go figure.

fruitful year for me as well
a few small piano compositions
small, but nonetheless, mine.
so the cross between being
emotional and emotionless
evokes these inspirations in me
sad, mellow pieces
("typical elson." yeah could hear it coming)
two of which no one has heard yet =D

a year where i pondered alot
mainly about myself
and my social life
(do i have one to begin with?)
am i in self-denial?
am i the one only person
in my circle of trust?
have i woken from this negativity?
(dont think so ehz?)

im frowning now
i seriously am
(where's the chirpy elson?)
he flew away with age
(age does not determine happiness)
i agree, but guess i'm different
well, at least for the year 2004
elson hasnt smiled much
at least not from within
if u know what i mean

elson's become a nite cat
for those who actually know me
i used to sleep quite early
but guess i'm not doing so
well, at least not now

a sickly year for me too
more frequently sick in 2004
where's the elson who seldom fall sick?
flu, throat infection, dengue, rashes
what can i say?
bad year.

*farts*

may all the negative things in 2004
stay in the year 2004
its a new year
let me start anew
(although its starting anew every 365 days)
give me all the good things!

bless me, God,
along with my fellow -whatever- mates
let us breeze through the year
with peace, love, joy, u name it
all these i pray in Jesus's name.
Amen.

so much for the recollection
elson- coughing. out.

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