blasting stereos...

looking back

looked back at my testimonials
brought back a lot of memories
thinking back at the good times
and sadly the bad times too
a surge of emotions came into me
and suddenly
i miss my old friends
not that my new friends are inferior
its just that... i'm lost for words
i have always been described as
someone who is cold
a guy who shows no emotions
i'm not supposed to feel
for i believed that
its difficult to be friends forever
this resulted in an absence of trust
and the hesitance to catch up
but, readers, you know what?
circumstances have proved me wrong
the unfeeling creep longs to
meet up with his friends too
i guess i'm not so cold afterall
maybe its just a mask
used to conceal my true self
for my own sense of security
haha.. why maybe?
i'm even unwilling to accept this fact
that i might actually be
a person who feels
just like any other 18 year old
i never truly cherished my friendships
i guess i shall
it isn't too late, is it?
i hope not. out.

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