blasting stereos...

its been a long time...

hey.. its sure been a long time since elson blogged... say... 6 days? longest record so far... haha.. yeah...hmmm... lets see.. elson sported his w/o gel look on friday.. well some classmates said he looked beta w/o the spikes... (oh it was when he just finished his shower).. den w/o specs somemore looks like a typical jap boy... one classmate said that he can go pass off as a student in the singapore jap sch or something... lolx.. abit funny lahz.. cuz just a day or two back.. joyce and her fren lifen said he looked like he has jap blood in him...z and elson played along lorz.. damn funy.. but the secret has been revealed.. haha..yeah... ummi said i looked so innocent with that 'gel-less' head of hair... some asked him if he cut his hair... lolx.. just funny lahz.. how ppl notice his hair.. its like his identity has got something to do with his hair... like no spikes=no elson.. oh although elson hasnt been bloggin.. it does not mean that he's been feeling good enuf.... in fact, elson has been thinking alot recently lorz... there is something that keeps on lingering up in his head... something he wans to forget.. but it seems like its kinda difficult... a couple of times in sch he saw her.. maybe she saw him too.. but he just walked off...until now.. elson still has the urge to msg her.. but he doesnt wan to... i was just thinkin... wat would have happened if he did msg her.. lolx... awkward lahz... den he'll go shy again.. lolx.. yeah.. anyway elson's realised somethin.. the more he tells himself to forget.. the more the memories are stuck up there in his head.. *knock knock*.. maybe he's doing it wrong... oh B1.. elson hasnt managed to forget... lolx... guess his memories arent that bad afterall... whenever he goes to places they've been to.. no matter how much he tries to block himself from the memories.. it just flashes back like nobody's business... haha.. he realises how vulnerable he actually is.. how 'penetrating' his thoughts are... damn... its scary.. these memories.. i tell u.. haha..yeah...why have they become like that? hmm.. cuz elson is selfish.. thats all i can say...and besides.. elson looks like a mere dispensable commodity of hers to me... maybe i'm rite... but everytime he thinks that way.. another thought asking 'wat if u're wrong' pops up in his head... man.. if she really feels otherwise i think elson has done a disservice to her...

walking pass each other when we meet
with blank looks or the 'who-are-u-to-me' face
often i think back
wat have u done to deserve this
i'm just so mean and sudden
in fact this came from nowhere
i dunno how are u doing except fom ur blog
it doesnt look extremely ok
i just hope u are fine
cuz i think i'm not that important to u
not enuf to make u that upset
.......i'm sorry........
for not honouring my word.

flashbacks of memories come every now and then
from the time when we hanged out
in town, in sch, the park or the beach
the wackiest were the loop rides
just realising that unlike me
u dun have concession
yet u obliged and took the bus ride
alighting at the other end
as we strolled back to where we came from
i was happy then.. not to mention contented
but now? haiz... i can only apologise.........
.......i'm sorry........
for not honouring my word.

haha... the above is no poem... just elson's thoughts.. haha... cool rite? lolx... guess i'll just end off here... elson's gotta do some studying too ya noe? lolx... see ya!!~ take care man...

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