blasting stereos...

hoobastank=simple plan

a questionable title, dun u think? haha.. elson sure thinks so... hmm.. yeah.. it is still in relevance to two particular song they sang that brings out the same kind of emotions in elson.. hmmm... here's a great way to lie to people without them realising u're lying.. haha... u just have to make believe that what u said is true and forget the truth... in doing so.. u may be able to cover the loopholes in ur lies... just a suggestion.. elson wouldnt wan u ppl to lie to him though... yeah... hmm..elson saw her today.. abit too obvious to scram.. but yeah... hmmm... elson got home and did his workout man.. its been a darn long time since he's worked out... lolx... he's stamina is atrocious... so far behind what he used to be.. stupid mosquito... lolx... he had a chat with thomas today... again abt love.. yuck... thomas was telling him how gals have become materialistic and superficial and all that... hmm.. elson agrees with him to a certain extent.. cuz not all gals elson noe are like that.. some are really nice... haha... hmm.. i guess he kinda like gals who are usually quiet but become slightly more lively when they go out.. he aint for those who are super rowdy.. he sure can be great frens with em.. but to a more intimate level? nahz... he prefers christian lahz.. but he's ok with a gal if she can go to church with him.. he prefers sweet more than pretty... cuz he noes he aint good looking... he has nothin to offer... so ya.. cant afford to be too picky... he'd very much like to have a gal who bowls... haha.. he loves bowling.. he doesnt wan the gal to love bowling for him though... no meaning... he doesnt really need the gal to put on make up or wad... natural is best... but he sure like a gal who smells nice... ideally man... he hopes that the gal can play musical instruments or can write songs... lolx... why am i talking abt what kinda gal he likes for him? hmm... i personally feel that boundaries are meaningless... since if u fall in love, u fall deep in love... all else doesnt really matter.. but nahz.. i dun think elson's fit to love lorz... he dunno how to love... dunno how to express love... sometimes i think he's kinda like a robot... an automation... man...this is why after so long, elson remained unattached.. no. 1.. he's fussy... no.2.. he is afraid... hence he tries to repress his emotions and feelings.. in which to some extent i think it worked for a while... haha.. man...elson is struggling to put the past behind him again... oh rite... ytday he banged on is keyboard like nobody's business man.. i wonder what feelings are evoke for those who heard wat he played.. it wasnt exactly the soothing type of music... instead... its kinda frustrating... yeah... haha.. ok .. he ends off here.. lolx... and so shall i.. ciaoz!!~

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